Saturday, January 27, 2007
~ "Ruang Rindu" ~
1:50:00 am
I'm currently in love with this Indonesian song that I've heard while watching a
sinetron (Indonesian drama)... The song is entitled "
Ruang Rindu", sung by an Indonesian singer, Letto... You'd probably hear it over the background... Oh, I'm such a sucker for ballad songs... *Haha*...
Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh di dalam hati
Ku pegang erat dan ku halangi waktu
Tak urung jua ku lihatnya pergi
Tak pernah ku ragu dan slalu ku ingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yang sesakkan dada
Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua ku terima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu
Anyway, my exam is up in a week's time... And guess what? I'm finally stressed! All along, I didn't really felt the tension cuz the module covered was pretty easy... But now, majority of the exam will be relying on the articles, or journals, that was covered during the tutorials... As I've mentioned before, I totally disliked journals cuz I couldn't really understand it... But I guess that I don't really have much of a choice now...
It's time for me to start taking out those journals again and read them one by one... *Urgghh*... Well, no complaints especially if I wanna pass the exam!!
Meanwhile, my parents are currently not in town, at this point where I'm writing this entry... Yeah, they're all the way across the Causeway... In Kuala Lumpur, to be exact... Which means, I get to "hurrah"! *Hoho*... But then again, I'm on night shift tomorrow... Which still means, no big deal for me... *Heh*... But, they'll be back on Sunday night...
And now, it's time for me to............................. take a rest... *Haha*... Good night!
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Monday, January 22, 2007
~ Updates ~
10:53:00 pm
It's been awhile since I've last wrote in an entry... It's been a really busy and tiring week throughout...
It's definitely not easy having to juggle work and studies at the same time... Just as much as I want to put in my utmost effort into my studies, I have to spend time for work especially since I'm working on a shift basis... Well, almost all the time... Studies is only left during my free time and that is why it is very important for me to divide my time for it...
Tomorrow's my Basic Cardiac Life Support (BCLS) course again... Yup, the CPR thingy... Actually, my certificate is not even expired yet... But thanks a lot for the revision on the compression part, all of us have to be recertified again... Well, let's just say that I will need a crash course on it... *Haha*...
And yes, I've yet to prepare my tutorial... But I've already read my journals!!
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
~ First Lesson ~
12:25:00 pm
Oh great! My nose just wouldn't stop running now... And I'm so damn sleepy... *Urgghh*...
Yesterday was the first lesson for my part-time degree course... Surprisingly, I wasn't the least sleepy despite working a very tiring AM duty prior to class... In fact, my attention span was, well, GOOD! *Haha*... Maybe I was just too motivated to do so... Well, I guess that is what I need to do throughout... Keep the spirit going! *Haha*...
Lesson wise... The lecturer okay, though... A little hard to understand at times cuz she's flown in all the way from University of Sydney... So it's the accent that makes it a little hard to understand and make up what she's trying to convey...
Today will be the first tutorial and there are materials that we are needed to prepare... It's not such a bad thing cuz most of the things are there for us... It's just mainly read-ups and stuff...
And talking about that, I've yet to prepare for my tutorial... And just what I hate the most... Journals... *Urgghh*...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Friday, January 12, 2007
~ Redundant Post ~
4:21:00 pm
What a heavy downpour!! It has practically been raining ever since yesterday morning when I got home from my night shift... Thank goodness, my night duty ended yesterday itself... So it meant that I had a very peaceful and cooling slumber... *Hehe*...
But too bad, plans for today had to be shelved due to the continuous downpour... Well, I guess it's okay for me since I would get to rest at home...
As for my night duty, well, it was GOOD compared to the previous round... Despite having 3 empty beds on my last night, I admitted none... *Phew*...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Sunday, January 07, 2007
~ Weird Me ~
10:51:00 pm
I really don't know what got into me today... I admit that I was pretty disappointed when he said something to me... But my weird behaviour dragged on till the end of the day... Well, actually, it's not that weird cuz that's what I always do when I'm not in the best of moods... Even a comedy movie wasn't funny for me at all...
But I guess it's pretty weird for me since I actually shed tears in front of him... I refused to talk and I only answered his questions in one word... It would either be "
Don't know" or "
Anything"... All I did was to shrug, nod or shake my head...
I was okay at the start of the day... Pretty excited that I was going on a date with my special someone... But well, I guess that there are days where your mood wasn't just as good... And mine was today...
All I should say now is, "
I'm sorry my dear..."
On the other end, I'm glad that my Baby Zen is finally fixed... At no cost at all... All because of the firmware problem... Tried troubleshooting it myself but I failed to do so... Thanks to the personnel at Creative Marina who managed to fix it for me... Well, what can I say? I can't live without music...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
~ Unlucky ~
12:35:00 am
I am so darn unlucky... Just a brand new year and so many unlucky stuffs has happened to me...
My Baby Zen decided to die on me... At a time like this! Just when I'm about to start school and well, my cashflow is running dry...
I knocked my head against doors for 3 days in a row... First time on the left side of the head at work... Second time on the right side of the head at home... Third time on the top of my head at work...
Maybe, this is just a bad year for me... *Shrugs*
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Thursday, January 04, 2007
~ Updates ~
7:58:00 pm
These few days have been super duper draining for me... And I get tired pretty easily as well...
Schedule wise... Well, still the same old schedule... Still busy as ever... Not much changes for the new year... Afterall, it's only the starting of the year...
Maybe only one major and drastic change this coming month... My part-time degree course in SIM... You know, I'm already feeling the stress level hitting skyhigh especially since the orientation I've gone for yesterday...
I must learn how to manage my time properly... Juggle both work and study together... And I know that both are not as easy to handle... Well, I may be familiar with my work routine but with this introduction to studies, it's gonna be harder...
I just hope that I am able to ace through both work and studies at the same time...
That will also mean that I will have lesser time for my loved ones too (my family, special someone and friends)... And there's already a problem here... *Hah*... Apparently, one of my close friends is getting married on the 4th of Feb... And my examination falls on the 5th of Feb!! That's only one day after the other! Well, I definitely won't miss my friend's wedding for the world... But I guess, the time spent will be shorter...
But I'm thankful for the understanding people around me... Especially my family and special someone...
My family for being supportive and encouraging, knowing that these 2 years will be a stressful period for me...
My special someone... Well, he did voice out that our relationship will be affected in one way or another since most of my free time now will be spent on my studies... But I'm glad that he's there for me, being very supportive and understanding...
How can I not love you, dear? One of my pillar of support and strength...
Well, it's gonna be an exciting ride in 2007 for me...
InsyaAllah, if God permit, I will make it through... Another stepping stone to a major change in my life...
And I guess, lesser blog entries... But it's okay... Probably, all you would hear is me being stressful and more stressful... *Haha*...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
Monday, January 01, 2007
~ 2007 ~
12:09:00 am
WELCOME 2007!!
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
